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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I should be somewhere else.
I really should be studying.I am sitting my leaving cert in 6 weeks&One day but the thought of sitting in an examination center scares the living daylights out of me.As I have previously written about in my past blogs, I have written how 6th year has defied logic&told me a lot about my apparent friends. I have new found friendships with those who I thought feared&had a desired hatred for me. However,the dislike was for my "friends", those not my true&loyal friends. It has become clear that many are just like the people they are adamant they are against&wish to never be. At the end of the day,they are the ones that are all the same&are no different. Pathetic&Petty is what I think it is called along with being a hypocrite.
The feelings that you get when you are along are the feelings you can get when you are in a group filled with copious amounts of individuals that are not only your enemies but they people you cannot stand. So why are we all fakes? I am one of those people who can be fake&to those who deserve no better than a small&forced smile but like me,many are fake to avoid confrontation&to avoid anymore enemies. I never said it was easy,it is complicated.We are complicated&Always will be.Life does suck but hey,we are here&we are healthy to an extent.Things always get better.Things always get worse.
But in the long run.We are here&We are there.
Love is with you&Even if you only have one person,that person is the one that loves you the most.
I know it has been a while since my last post.Believe me,after the month that I have had,I will be writing more&more to you my fellow bloggers.
Great to be back!(:
The feelings that you get when you are along are the feelings you can get when you are in a group filled with copious amounts of individuals that are not only your enemies but they people you cannot stand. So why are we all fakes? I am one of those people who can be fake&to those who deserve no better than a small&forced smile but like me,many are fake to avoid confrontation&to avoid anymore enemies. I never said it was easy,it is complicated.We are complicated&Always will be.Life does suck but hey,we are here&we are healthy to an extent.Things always get better.Things always get worse.
But in the long run.We are here&We are there.
Love is with you&Even if you only have one person,that person is the one that loves you the most.
I know it has been a while since my last post.Believe me,after the month that I have had,I will be writing more&more to you my fellow bloggers.
Great to be back!(:
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