The Way You Make Me Feel.//

I think about you everyday but everyday I feel the same.

How does it feel to be in love?
I wouldn’t know. I doubt I will for a long time and I wish I did know. Everyone is different. Then again, aren’t we all the same? To a certain extent, yes, we are clones. Clones and not actual people.

People change.

You changed, I changed. She changed. I hate her for it. She doesn’t deserve to have all the happiness and love that she is showered with. That is what disappointments and sickens me the most. I done nothing yet got hurt. She lies, she cheats, she bitches. She is mean. A mean and undeserving girl. The type of girl that I hate. The type of girl we all hate.

You. Me. You.
I cried. You sobbed. I gently whimpered. You quietly whined, trying to cover your hurt and dismay. Trying to cover your clear your sadness. You want to look brave- You. You are wearing a mask. Just like me.

I like the way you look at me.
The way you see me&just me.
You smile.You stare.
The look you give me tells me you care.
Its' obvious.But is it a lie?
Are you here or are you there?
Lies have been told&the truth hasn't been spoken.
But at the end of the day.
I like the way you make me feel.
We may be star crossed lovers.
But are we meant to be.
Questions&answers are the hardest things to find.
Love&hate are all around but we grab whatever is in front off us.
To avoid drama.To avoid conflict.
To avoid ourselves.
We cry,we tear,we sob.
Everyone has their bad days.
People have their worsened ones.
Is it time to give up?
Or is now the time to feel what we are meant to feel.

You&me.Now is the time for you to choose.
Do you want me or do you loathe me?
Is it lust or is it love?
I'm not like the others.
Only because I am me.