We became this close, we talked, we laughed and we both cried. I held your hand and you grabbed my leg in a state of intense passion. I felt this, just like you. It was strange, it was new, it was all so different. I laughed as you told stupid jokes but you still made me smile. just like even your smile made me melt a little inside. We fell even deeper, or so I thought, it was just me, which started out with you having more for me than I could have imagined. All of it seemed so surreal, was it something or was it nothing? Missing you&missing me. "No point in caring" is what you appear to go by, which seems unlikely judging by the words, the looks and the kisses that you gave to me. You took more than my tears, you took me and my heart at the end of the day. What did you give me? You gave me nothing more than a confused&puzzled mind, with jealousy. You laugh with her, you hug and you clearly love her attention. Yet she is nothing but a slut, with no morals, no thoughts and obviously not a tit or a wit. She is a typical girl for you,which can be described in three words- Hair,Make-Up&Ass. Are they only what boys want? Or this just a stereostype. I write this,ranting &raving, and wondering, what do boys want from girls? Just sex or do they genuinely care about feelings&how what they say affects us deeply in every way,no matter how much they are avoided?
Am I being too harsh or am I being too honest?
-Caoimhe Kate. Hurt but learning,yet again.xx
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