It's A New Dawn

Sometimes when you meet someone you change.
For good and for bad.
That person becomes your world, all you think about, the only person to matter to you.
It is that person that consumes everything, takes everything, makes you smile, laugh and cry.
This one special person is the one person that makes you change.
Yet, how you change and the personality that you take with you, that is your decision.
I experience happiness, sadness and right now, loneliness.
The fear of admitting I am lonely is more crippling that anything else, waiting, wanting, but being afraid of what is to come, and what will happen in the next month.
All of this is compiling into one big cloud of anticipation and stress.
Everything is scary, but not knowing about the impending future is even more terrifying.